5908.) I'm in love with the thought of being in...
So I’ve decided to take the full 18 units next semester… because i need to stay busy or else I’ll go effin crazy like i am right now… over analyzing e v e r y s i n g l e aspect of my life. because I AM crazy.
& i ask myself
do you want this because this is what’s going to make you HAPPY? because you can’t see yourself doing ANYTHING else? because every morning you’re going wake up with a SMILE on your face knowing you’re going to go off for 8 hours doing something you LOVE? OR are you doing this in FEAR instability? because your MOM is super excited about sharing all her knowledge with you?...
SO can honestly say that things have been falling back into place. I promiesd myself that i wouldn’t let what happened between us faze me… that i would just focus on myself. By keeping my eyes & heart on the nursing program. Work hard but play harder. Take out any negative emotion/vibe/thought at the gym & NOT eat my feelings ha. To keep in mind that no matter how alone i may...